The main topic of todayz journal: As of this weekend, me and Javier have been together for 2 months! It doesnt seem like long, i must admit, but considering I havent had a real serious relationship in about 5 months..this seems to be a step in the right direction of a long term relationship, I hope!

Mood: Super Duper Happy
Listening to: We Belong Together by: Mariah Carey

But, umm yah I spend almost all this morning with Javier, just kicked it at his house, he was tired because he didnt get out of work until 11 last night, so I let him take a nap and I just layed next to him and it was nice. I loved watching him sleep...but umm yah I guess this would be the perfect time to explain where I have been for tha last couple months or weeks that I wasnt online or on DA at all..well to begin with, I broke up with Josh again and I met a guy named David who was super cool, at the time, and me and him were almost inseperable, he would take the bus to come pick me up from school and everything. He seemed like a real cool guy, but I made the mistake of introducing him to my friend Olivia. She is like a total pot head, as is he, and they became friends right away, which didnt really bother me because I was very confident of what I had, yah know? But, I went to Arizona to visit my family and that monday that I came back I got a phone call from Olivia and she told me that David had come to her house after he dropped me off on Thursday and he had gone back to her house on Saturday that I was in Arizona....she said that he was trying to touch her and kiss her and all this bullshit...and he completely denyed it..so umm yah I guess I would believe her, but she will never tell me whether or not she actually did anything....but yah I dumped him and my contact with Olivia is limited now..i dont really like being around her much, I think she just likes the drama...but umm yah, thats a part of why I havent been around, I went through alot and I became very self conscious and I started to think that I was ugly.. So, yah I have some issues to work out, my confidence isnt as good as it used to be, but im working on it, and then I met Javier and he tells me that Im beatiful everyday, and he makes me feel good about myself and I like being around him. So, thats my sad story lol...hope i didnt bore u all to death lol! Latez

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